An unexpected journey...

"Welcome to Indonesia".

A young woman stand in the big hall of an indonesian airport. She welcomes all new visitors and it feels a little bit like home, as I enter the hall. 
A lot of people running around me, and I have to stop for a moment and breath deeply.
Now I am here. Now I am in Indonesia to see the most beautiful woman on earth.
God, I can't say how much I've missed her. The days in L.A. were so lonely without her.

A few days ago in Los Angeles I've worked at the hospital as suddenly someone stood behind me.
"Good morning, Dr. Blake!", the person said.
I turned around and looked into brown eyes. "Tami.", I said.
The young woman infront of me nooded with a smile on her face.
"How are you?" I asked.
"Fine, and you?"
She heard my sigh. 
"Martin, all right?"
Now she looked serious.

I put my documents aside, saw her in the eyes and said: "Well... have you heard something about Nurul?"
"Not really.", she answered. "Why?"
"We aren't connected a lot since she went back to Indonesia.. And... I worry about her."
"Martin. Worrying is like a rocking chair. It gives you something to do, but it doesn't get you anywhere."

She gave me a smile.

"If you really worrying about her - why you are still here?"
"You mean..."
"Yes. I mean you should fly to Indonesia. Or you worry over and over again. Don't agonize yourself."
"I guess, you are right. I should fly to her."

Well, and now... I am standing here, infront of the indonesian airport.
She's near, I feel it. Tami promised, that she would say nothing to Nurul if she asked, where I am. It should be the perfect surprise. 
If she still loves me? Honestly, I am really afraid of the answer. I hope, that she still loves me. I still love her, too. And I'll never love another woman. She's my one and only. I hope she knows that.

I am going through the streets. Indonesia is such a beautiful country. Everywhere I go, there are wonderful flowers and plants. And the weather is amazing. The sun shines so bright. I love that.
I look around me. The sky is blue and the air is so fresh. I feel a gentle breeze on my skin. 

Tami told me, where I can find my Darling. Maybe. 
 
I am on the way to the beach. I know, Nurul loves the beach. 
Hopefully she will be there.

A few minutes later I arrive the beach. It's so beautiful there. White sand, a lot of green plants and colorful flowers and there... there it is the sea. Again I feel this gentle breeze and I close my eyes for a moment. I want to enjoy that feeling, I want to enjoy Indonesia, I want to enjoy everything.
I've never been there before. It is overwhelming and totally beautiful. 

Suddenly I hear somebody laugh. And I know that laugh so well.

I open my eyes and looking around me.
And finally - there she is. But not alone. She's there with her two little boys.
In the last days I imagined so often, how this meeting would be. I thought about so much phrases and thing I wanted to say. But now, that is all unimportant. 
I start to run. Run to her. I want to hug her, to feel her, to hold her in my arms.

As I come to the place where they are, I stop and looking at her back. She doesn't noticed me yet. 

A few seconds later I cough slightly. She's listening before she turns into my direction.
She needs a few moments before she realised that I am standing infront of her.
I look in her eyes. They shines brightly and slowly there comes a big smile on her face. Her cheeks blush. It's too cute.

"Martin?!?"
I nod and give her a smile. "Yes, Nurul. I'm there."
"OMG, I can't believe it."

She runs into my arms and I am so happy. I hold her tightly, I never want to let her go. 
"I missed you so much", I whisper. 
A little tear is running down her cheek, as she answer: "I missed you, too. I thought you don't like me anymore. It was a hard time. I thought, you are disappointed, that I went back to Indonesia. Back to my kids. I am so sorry!"
Now she cries. I hold her face in my hands and wipe her tears away.
"Honey, I love you more than I can say. I have to say sorry to you - because I had so much to do in the hospital. But you are my everything. I am not disappointed - there's no need to say sorry. All's well."

We are looking at each other. The same feeling as I saw her for the first time. Months ago in the hospital. She's such a wonderful person. I wish all people would be like her. She's amazing. She's a natural beauty, with the biggest heart I've ever seen. As I saw her for the first time, I knew that she will be mine. I can't imagine my life with another woman. I need her, when I am lonely. I need her love, when I have bad times.. I need her happiness when I am sad. I need her smile, when I cry. I need her advice, when I bet at a loss. I need her sun, when my life is grey and cloudy. I need her. In every single way. Simply as that.

And as I stand there with her in my arms, I know: I will never let her go! She's the love of my life. She and her kids. My little family.

A man need not much money or five cars or three houses. No. All a man needs is a woman, who take care of his heart and love him as much as he loves her. Yes, I am a doctor. In Nurul's eyes I am a good doctor. And I love this job. I love Los Angeles. I love my life. But all would be worthless without her...